GAUPA (2018)
Febersvan
Feel our shelter
running through our hands
The Drunk Autopussy Wants To Fight You
You came here blue as the sun
I held you with nuclear arms
What harm could one more turbulent
attraction do?
Sex is illusive
And a constant battle!
My heart ripped open
While your head’s still
stuck in the sand
The liberties you baptise yourself in
are paid for by us
The drunk autopussy
Wants to fight you
The drunk autopussy
Wants to fight you
You’re so ugly under your disguise
Kartan
All these veins
Suddenly appear
A great new map
Covers my body
Suspended I fall
Through the wall
I try to contain
Each movement with plaster
Rescue this face
From every eel
Without my new found skin
I’m succumbing to voltage!
Suspended I fall
Through the wall
Carpet is liquid
Knives on my feet
Gryt
All those names stuck in your pillow, forbidden little lamb
Gather footsteps, pressing flowers in your head
You need to keep what is magical
You keep digging way to deep in chemical earth
This den won’t be deep enough for you
No matter what you do
This den won’t be deep enough for you
No matter what you do
OD oh my God
Hit the surface hit the clock
Little snapper fights the hawk
The moon will swell
Like your body in the sea
There’s no one left in there for me
Badger’s den won’t be deep enough
Do you believe what you’ve been told?
Bergatroll
Everything’s within my reach
Look at the sun
Look at the sky
Don’t you worry
You will get yours
As soon as I get my hands on you
Just as soon as I get my hands on you
Berget vaknar!
Our eyes light up the night sky
Our breath makes wind and move trees
Your sleep will go on unnoticed
For tonight is endless
For tonight is endless
Bergen vaknar!
Time is elastic
But stain of men
Is hard at work
For the final chapter
The earth splits open!
Feberdröm (2020)
Vakuum
My mortal failures
Snagged me lots of pelt
Dull flames of restlessness
Where all I felt
Bleach this nightly coma
and put me to sleep
If there is nothing left to explore
This concrete city
Licked my nerves dry
Oh, I face down everyone
With an impatient eye
Legs stuck in envy shovelling deep snow
Bliss is not a clearance no, no, no
Uh, you bleach this nightly coma
Put me to sleep
If there is nothing left to explore
Bliss is not a clearance, no
Bliss is to let go
Bliss is not a clearance no, no, no
Bliss is to let go
Bliss is to let go
Bliss is to let go
Where Emperors Grow
Let’s sleepwalk through utopia
And tweak where to go
In my head there’s a garden
With burning heads and dried up words
The snakelike hands scratch to see you die
Your Goddess of hay
Are leaving us with dysfunctional laws
The giant wave sought us out
But misguided took out the wrong lawyer
Your Goddess of hay burn
As the abstract logic finally let us go
My head is a garden where Emperors grow
Hjulet
Jagged pill I’m your mother
He-man is your father
Nuclear heads splits open in the neon light
Some just lose sight
When kept away from fire
Call me loveless, I’m your Mother
Call me sick but I am your Father
Heal the mad men
So they function in the wheel
Tell it, tell it
Like you see it
Heal the mad men
The world is yours to peel
Will tore us asunder
Sun is dripping and we float
Yet we’re no worse off
than a beating change of heart
For we adapt
Again and again and again
Call me loveless, I’m your Mother
Call me sick but I am your Father
Grycksbo Gånglåt
Where have you been,
My love
Where have you been?
It’s been long overdue
You would know his face
It’s been carved open by keys
More than one time
It’s been 50 hours since he slept and I can’t go on
Where have you been?
It’s been long overdue
You would know his face
It’s been carved open by keys
More than one time
It’s been 50 hours since he slept and I can’t go on
I can’t go on no more
Mjölksyra
You were mine as I laid your head down
But none of your teeth where the key
It’s not on you, I’m what’s twisted
And I’m reaching for the bullseye in the sky
The acid test – weeds us out
Now I keep you with the dust of the past
While drinking the devils sweat
I’m still reaching for the bulls eye
I’m still reaching for the bulls eye in the sky
The acid test – weeds us out
Alfahonan (Shooting Blanks)
Wait no more
Our silence has been bought
Call my name
To him and say
That I am the only one he’ll ever need
I’m shooting blanks to capture your attention!
Take his heart for me
I want you to take this one-way street
Cover yourself with me
I’m shooting blanks to capture your attention
Totemdjur
As I set my lazy eye towards the sun
and spin the tectonic plates, KÄNN!
I stir up the ocean to correspond
with my pulse and your follies, KÄNN!
I am your spirit animal
Vaddera mina fötter
Mitt hår är eld
omslut mina händer, KÄNN!
I am your spirit animal
The hunt is on now.
Klarvaken
Embers burn under withered skin
My pulse go slow and my breath is thin
My thoughts run faster than an ostrich
If I take the plunge from the highest bridge
Each year etched through the moving blood
Galactic Mother see how far we’ve come
How many nights awake in unison?
Klarvaken
Även om det verkar som jag sover
Klarvaken
Även det verkar som jag sover
Embers weld in the eye of sin
My lid is glued to the child within
My heart burns out faster than the peregrine fly
Oh I stomp the mud
But at least I’ll try
Klarvaken
Klarvaken
Även om det verkar som jag sover
Klarvaken
Även om det verkar som jag sover
You resonate within me
You’re still wrestling within me
MYRIAD (2022)
EXOSKELETON
Domino effect
when slicing a stone
Coming for you, foam and all
You’re out of your district
and they’re coming for you
Soon your hands are covered too
Exoskeleton nails grow through you
Exoskeleton dissolves the bones
Exoskeleton ate the clone
Exoskeleton dissolves the bones
Exoskeleton, when you hear them you’re gone
Just like quicksand
you drip to the floor
Your redundant blood
knitted to the moor
All your nerves infected too
You’re enough, just see this through
Exoskeleton dissolves the bones
Exoskeleton ate the clone
Exoskeleton dissolves the bones
Exoskeleton, when you hear them you’re gone
DIAMETRICAL ENCHANTRESS
Diametrical Enchantress
Relieve me of my pain
Diametrical Enchantress
Relieve me of my pain
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
Now the heavy snow surrounds me
Break through my haze
My vision pulls me diametrically differently
Seems I like the chase
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
Diametrical Enchantress
Relieve me of my pain
You say you like it when I’m borderless
But you complain about lack of access
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
E! E!
You condemn what I’m doing
MOLOKEN
There is a haze
don’t let me see
How my actions are breaking thee
Love held me hostage and crippled me
Stoned my heart beyond recognition
Say does it still haunt you? – A tiny
I guess not – sliver to satisfy
The pit we dug still got me – the lost
While you forgot – upper hand!
It grew darker and threw you away
Figured dirt is – dirt gets
Tell me how am I supposed to breathe
when this paved pool surrounds me
The life you’ve built, could we have shared?
Or is it crucial that I’m not there?
Say does it still haunt you? – A tiny
I guess not – shiver to satisfy
The pit we dug still got me – the lost
While you forgot – upper hand!
So anxiety haunts you?
Inject sleep
Ah, this grew into something new
– it might actually favour you?
RA
Silent mistress
come with sleep
Take us below the
six feet deep
Hibernation
Violent mistress
shake our bodies
salt minded feet
Rulers love call
cuts through meat
In a tired sun
Before either of any begun
We waded out
in lilac water to follow RA
Dawn begun with your flesh
Now it’s bound to your success
In a tired sun
Before either of any begun
We waded out
in lilac water to follow RA
ELDEN
Imagination comes calling
A fantasy, a longing and a projection
The stars bleed out poor judgment
For all to free us
Vatten manas fram av vilja
Alnvis
Valen i sanden sa
“Var envis”
Reincarnation comes calling
Out for your lost ways
Ah, Inflammable me
Where is the recovery?
Ah, Inflammable me
Where is the infirmary?
Som vi säger hemöver
“Det är en jävla eld vi lever i”
MY SISTER IS A VERY ANGRY MAN
I shaved my heart for a wicked lady
Guess I’m programmed with a faulty compass
Do not!
Blow this apart like you blow kisses
On an injured thumb
Burns like these
are best left alone
What is this?
The third degree?
She is eating me
Alive
Alive
Compassion threw you to the lambs
No side-effect bites down as hard as you do
Dormant!
Snake in the grass plunge heavy vengeance
On the ninja thumb
And what you do is unhinged,
kickin’ open doors
What is this?
The third degree?
She is eating me
Alive
Alive
SÖMNEN
I sömn andas jorden
Baklänges
Mitt gråblå öga
utan vetande
Stryker den viljelösa
medhårs i dunklet
I sömn väver läraren
Allt du ska glömma
Allt du ska glömma
Allt du ska glömma
av
Ditt förflutna väver avklippta band
Tvinnar en sanning av tvång
I sömn andas lava frihet
Jag är kärnan till allting
Jag reser mig allsmäktig
och lämnar dig i aska
Jag reser mig allsmäktig.
Mammon
I stretch like all shrinking patience at your own expense
Credits all exhausted
I’m the sarcoma
Designed to escalate
In each selfish heartbeat
I hold on to thy
Sway for me, Darling
I won’t leave you be
You hate the way you can’t let me go!
Mine is the hand who feeds you
Mine is the hand who discipline you
Time is mine and the bloodsport’s for you
I’m the sarcoma
You hate the way you can’t me go
Ah, you try to shake me
Is enough enough?
When is enough enough?
Enough is enough!